Post by Mistress Fangs on Feb 20, 2008 20:47:09 GMT -6
so i can get this strait i'm going to Xander's thoughts before Alex got back. and yes i will be changing it a tidge but oh well.
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Xander sat on the porch swing not sure what to do he knew why he had been brought back to Alex's, it's where his heart was and always would be. The hyena in him called him weak for pining over the same female, as hard as it was for him to admit, part of him wanted to do what it said and find someone else, but the human in him would never do it. he had thought about what Spike said about loving two people and part of him mildly believed it. He had heard her say she loved him and his heart had leaped at it. He heard the rain begin before it even started, he looked out into the wet weather when it started to pour adn saw her standing there in the rain looking at him.
He stood from his spot and looked out at her, the hyena in him telling him to leave, go home and find a different female. The man in him wanted to go to her and take her in his arms and apologize for leaving her there. He watched as she turned and headed back to where she had came from, before the animal in him could stop him he ran to her out into that rain, not wanting to let her go and regret it later.
Alex stopped when she felt his hand on her arm, preventing her from leaving and having him yell at her some more. She tried hard to leave but his new found hyena strength kept her there, he turned her around to face him, his other hand going to her other arm. She kept her gaze to the ground not wanting to look at him.
"Did you mean it?" he asked trying to keep his voice from cracking like he was going through puberty, his thumb under her chin lifting it to meet his gaze.
"I'm sorry Xander but i did, i do have feelings for spike but..." she was silenced by his finger to her lips.
"Not that Alex. I thought about that and i can... deal for now." he said lowering his hand and wrapping his arms around her back.
"Then what is it?"
"Did you mean it when yu said you loved me?" he asked his other hand on her cheek.
She looked at him as if he had just told a bad joke. But when he saw the sincerity in his eyes she knew he meant it.
"I did," she said and took a deep breath, "I love you Xander Harris."
He smiled down at her his arm pulling her close to him, he tilted her head down, his lips by her ear. "And I love you."
He pulled away slightly his lips grazing her cheeks, until he pressed his to hers. His arm behind her pulling her as close as could. He could feel her smile into his lips as his arms wrapped around her neck. Xander almost growled when she pulled away from his lips but stopped when he saw her smile, his heart melting.
"Xander, there's something i want you to do." she said and reluctantly pulled away but kept his hand in her's.
"What is it baby?" he asked confused but followed her as she pulled him inside. She knew that Ash would be asleep and Brooke would be otherwise occupied by Giles, and lead Xander into her room.
"Alex what...." he began but stopped whe her lips pressed to his her arms pulling him as close as possible.
It was his turn to smile back, one arm wrapping securely around her waist, the other going to the back of her neck. He moved forward making her walk backwards and her knees buckling, the two falling to the bed. Alex used her strength to make it so the two of them were on their sides and pulled away reluctantly from the heated kiss.
"Is everything ok baby?" he asked hoping he had done nothing wrong, one of his hands up the back of her shirt.
"It's fine love," she said with a smile, "there's something i want you to do.
"What is it?" he asked proping himself up on his arm.
"I want you to mark me Xander." she said pulling of her t-shirt revealing her tanktop.
"Are you sure?" he asked his other arm going to the other side of her so he could hover over her.
"Yes Xander I am." she said, "I love you, and i know i never want to be with out you."
He smiled down at her and lowered his head down to her ear, "And I you Alex i just wish i would've told you sooner." he whispered softly.
He kissed her lips gently then worked his way down her neck till he got to where it met her shoulder. He kiss and sucked gently before he moved a little bit further so no one would see it. He sucked and nibbled on her neck, when he heard the low moan in her throat he then bit down feeling her soft skin break, the coppery tang of blood in his mouth. He had heard her whimper when he broke the flesh, he gently sucked and licked the wound close, knowing the mark would always be there. He pulled a little ways away and licked the blood from his lips before kissing hers.
~*~
Xander sat on the porch swing not sure what to do he knew why he had been brought back to Alex's, it's where his heart was and always would be. The hyena in him called him weak for pining over the same female, as hard as it was for him to admit, part of him wanted to do what it said and find someone else, but the human in him would never do it. he had thought about what Spike said about loving two people and part of him mildly believed it. He had heard her say she loved him and his heart had leaped at it. He heard the rain begin before it even started, he looked out into the wet weather when it started to pour adn saw her standing there in the rain looking at him.
He stood from his spot and looked out at her, the hyena in him telling him to leave, go home and find a different female. The man in him wanted to go to her and take her in his arms and apologize for leaving her there. He watched as she turned and headed back to where she had came from, before the animal in him could stop him he ran to her out into that rain, not wanting to let her go and regret it later.
Alex stopped when she felt his hand on her arm, preventing her from leaving and having him yell at her some more. She tried hard to leave but his new found hyena strength kept her there, he turned her around to face him, his other hand going to her other arm. She kept her gaze to the ground not wanting to look at him.
"Did you mean it?" he asked trying to keep his voice from cracking like he was going through puberty, his thumb under her chin lifting it to meet his gaze.
"I'm sorry Xander but i did, i do have feelings for spike but..." she was silenced by his finger to her lips.
"Not that Alex. I thought about that and i can... deal for now." he said lowering his hand and wrapping his arms around her back.
"Then what is it?"
"Did you mean it when yu said you loved me?" he asked his other hand on her cheek.
She looked at him as if he had just told a bad joke. But when he saw the sincerity in his eyes she knew he meant it.
"I did," she said and took a deep breath, "I love you Xander Harris."
He smiled down at her his arm pulling her close to him, he tilted her head down, his lips by her ear. "And I love you."
He pulled away slightly his lips grazing her cheeks, until he pressed his to hers. His arm behind her pulling her as close as could. He could feel her smile into his lips as his arms wrapped around her neck. Xander almost growled when she pulled away from his lips but stopped when he saw her smile, his heart melting.
"Xander, there's something i want you to do." she said and reluctantly pulled away but kept his hand in her's.
"What is it baby?" he asked confused but followed her as she pulled him inside. She knew that Ash would be asleep and Brooke would be otherwise occupied by Giles, and lead Xander into her room.
"Alex what...." he began but stopped whe her lips pressed to his her arms pulling him as close as possible.
It was his turn to smile back, one arm wrapping securely around her waist, the other going to the back of her neck. He moved forward making her walk backwards and her knees buckling, the two falling to the bed. Alex used her strength to make it so the two of them were on their sides and pulled away reluctantly from the heated kiss.
"Is everything ok baby?" he asked hoping he had done nothing wrong, one of his hands up the back of her shirt.
"It's fine love," she said with a smile, "there's something i want you to do.
"What is it?" he asked proping himself up on his arm.
"I want you to mark me Xander." she said pulling of her t-shirt revealing her tanktop.
"Are you sure?" he asked his other arm going to the other side of her so he could hover over her.
"Yes Xander I am." she said, "I love you, and i know i never want to be with out you."
He smiled down at her and lowered his head down to her ear, "And I you Alex i just wish i would've told you sooner." he whispered softly.
He kissed her lips gently then worked his way down her neck till he got to where it met her shoulder. He kiss and sucked gently before he moved a little bit further so no one would see it. He sucked and nibbled on her neck, when he heard the low moan in her throat he then bit down feeling her soft skin break, the coppery tang of blood in his mouth. He had heard her whimper when he broke the flesh, he gently sucked and licked the wound close, knowing the mark would always be there. He pulled a little ways away and licked the blood from his lips before kissing hers.